- VODKA kisses.

2007-05-26T11:29:00.000+08:00

I knw my blog is giving some trouble,
having a difficult tyme loading.
Many ppl says so.

So i'll be chng-ing my url soon.
Hopefully it could solve th prob.
And if i've chng,
i'm sorry for ppl to re-link me again.
I'm deeply sorry larhs.

Later i'm gonna do those stuff lerhs.
Friendster i'll just leave it first.
I'm sorry. ><
And i'll promise to upload photos of ytd asap.
Goodbye.

2007-05-24T16:02:00.000+08:00

Finally i'm back to comp ! (:
Didn't get to online ytd luhs. ):

Had that Chinese Intensive since ytd.
Was way bored okays.
Plus Ms Kodi has been catching my ear-holes. =/
Taking it out and putting back,
Infection starts again ~
RAWHS*

Kept drawing yingchin's hand larhs.
And we were joking all those.
But mostly slp-ing,
or mugging. :DDDD

I miss Gayan larhs,
cos she's seated behind. ):
So during breaks then can see her again.
Well, went to KKH ytd too.
Had a nice talk with my psychologist.

Ended up having headache,
and headed home after that luhs.
Started doing my chi AGAIN.
Couldn't stand my headache,
kept taking med & panadols. :X
I didn't overdose though. (:

Nothing much for today either.
Was looking at th uniform thing.
Mr MC came over,
his smell of smoke is damn strong larhs. :X
Wahahahahahahas ~

Kept slp-ing during th chinese intensive,
or joking laughing ard.
I find life easier in this way.
Headed home after that,
and Gayan's blogskin is done. (:

Whenever i heard your name,
it's like thorns covering over me.
I wanna get over you,
i wanna say i hate you.
Knowing you wouldn't even think of accepting me,
why shld i continue in this way ryte. (:

Gonna see that old woman ; laugeokleng,
hopefully tmr.
Hopefully thr won't be any cancellation again.
And hope that DABIAN not going to chalet,
can see how exactly he look like.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I'm like so tired alr,
later still have to do chinese papers again.
WHY NOT JUST KILL ME. ):
Goodbye then. (:

2007-05-22T16:45:00.000+08:00

Finally i've changed my skin.
It's my precious Nu-er's skin,
but i did edit quite alot larhs.
Hopefully she won't mind luhs.
I'm waiting for her custom-made one. (:

Th link part hasn't been done,
cos i've no tyme larhs. ><
Mayb tmr or sth then i'll continue barhs.
And have to hlp Gayan's too. (:
For this i promise. (:

Back to skul today,
nth special.
IPP was bored larhs.
Sms-ing, chatting blahs ~
Luckily ours have air-condition. ;DDDDD

Was supposed to meet that Geokleng,
but she go meet her DABIAN liaos. :X
So didn't manage to meet up luhs.
She also very what luhs.
DABIAN smoke, she let but confiscate a bit.
I smoke, she say end friendship.
MEI TIAN LI HAO BU HAO !
RAWHS*

Gonna do th chi paper lerhs.
All must do in one go. (:
Tmr would be th starting of Chinese Intensive.
Wish me well den. :X

It's gonna be all day chinese, chinese & CHINESE.
Wahahahahahahas ~
Oh, i've chng-ed th song.
It's th song recommend by Zhanke.
Pretty nice luhs. :DDDD
Comments would be reply tmr barhs.
I'm not in a mood to reply today.
I'M SORRY. ):
Goodbye.

2007-05-21T11:35:00.000+08:00

MONDAY ; NO SCHOOL ~ :X
Bascially fell ill ytd.
Therefore didn't went to skul today.
I'm so sorry that i cant,
accompany my gayan & jieying bailei. ):
I DID MSG THEM TO LET THEM KNW.
Loves*

AND I HATED BLOGSKINS.COM !
I can't find a skin i'm fond of.
Hopefully Michelle Nu-er could custom made,
for me asap done. (:
I'm so sick of it alr. :X
I manage to reply so many comments.
*CLAPS.

and i realise thr's so many missing comments,
just appeared suddenly. =/
Took this thingy to do from Bulletin.
After posting, i'm going for my slp. (:
I'm so drowsy now after taking panadols. =/

[A] - AVAILABLE?
- Kinda not really. Hohos. (:

[B] - BIRTHDAY?
- 7 November ! :D

[C] - CRUSHING?
- Kinda yes i think. =/

[D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD?
- Hot Hot Milo, to make my nose feel better.

[E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO?
- Quite a few larhs. (:
Eg, all of my Girlfriends, few classmates, friendster ppl etc. (:

[F] - FAVORITE COLORS?
- Black, White, Red. :DDDD

[G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?
- Neither ! (:

[H] - HOMETOWN?
- Not so sure. :X

[I] - ILL?
- Yes, currently. ):

[J] - JUGGLE
- I'm not a clown or sth ~ Hohos. :X

[K] - KILLED SOMEONE?
- Jailed ? Nahs. (:

[L] - LONGEST CAR RIDE?
- Not sure. :D

[M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR?
- Various !

[N] - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?
- One & Only. ;D

[O] - ONE WISH?
- Fulfill all th wishes i wished for. (: *greedy

[P] - PERSON WHO CALLED YOU LAST?
- LAU GEOK LENG in th morning.

[Q] - QUEER?
- Nopes.

[R] - REASON TO SMILE?
- I don't knw, everything.

[S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD?
- 1000 Words. (:

[T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP THIS MORNING?
- 9am ? Stupid msgs woke me up.

[U] - UNDERWEAR?
- =="

[V] - VERY HUNGRY?
- Not really.

[W] - WORST HABIT?
- Many barhs.

[X] - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?
- Yea, backbone case. =/

[Y] - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS ON
FRIENDSTER?
- Shld be 595 ? Hohos.

[Z] - ZODIAC SIGN?
- Scorpio. <3

GOODBYE PRETTIES & DUDES. ;DDDD

2007-05-19T14:22:00.000+08:00

Another weekend, stupidly not enuff slp.
all becos of the stupid construction,
straight opposite my house.
RAWHS*
can't they give me a peaceful slp on lovely weekends ~

Well, did some Maths hw.
Came online.
Seraching for themes & wallpaper.
Download a few only. =/
Somemore i've not enuff space lerhs.
Shld be paying zhanke by monday,
and i would get my 1GB memory card. ;DDDD

Loading the disney channel show too.
I was desiring to watch quite long ago,
now then i have th tyme to watch.
Read it & weep .
Quite a nice one yet i couldn't finish.
Mayb continue tmr barhs. ;DDD

Come to think abt coming week.
I can die derhs luhs ! ><
Monday & Tuesday,
sure a boredom days.
But i'm quite worried abt my Literature.
God, pls bless me !

I really need to pass luhs,
i've been failing so many subjects for goodness sake ~
If my mum knw,
i think she'll shout the roof out for sure.
Just tell her i didn't aces for MT,
she nag non-stop.

I explain i was sick,
she say it was a lousy excuse.
WTF !
I really don't understand how can i communicate with her.

Was onlin-ing ytd.
Went to Polytechnic website.
Search for the course i wanted.
DAMN ! Th course is a 3 yr course.
But yet Poly course normally last 2 yrs.
But well, worse still,
It's a must to pass ;
ENGLISH, E MATHS, other 3 subs.
Between Grade 1-6.

HOW POSSIBLE FOR ME !
Oh my, i think i really need strong ppl to motivate me.
Need ppl to let me knw i can do it.
I really had even thought of giving up now.
As what Geokleng told me,
what for at this point i'll give up.
PPL, TELL ME I CAN DO IT !
of cos, i must motivate myself. (:

Oh, Geokleng,
when you see this, phone me anytime.
I've saw ur msg,
i didn't replied cos i'm sound aslp.
I understand how you feel larhs.
When it hurts, means you've fallen.
So what's the hell going on to looks ?
Are all guys coming to mind appearance.

If they are, what for cling hopes.
I'm sure thr's somebody for you.
And he will loves you more than anything.
Don't lose ur slp becos of them.
IT'S TOTALLY NOT WORTH IT.

Rmb this, your girlfriends,
WSY, LYT, TYC, TGY & STSP,
would be always here for you.
We don't need a mind appearance ppl,
we would get a life for ourselves. ;DDDD

Well, i sound quite funny.
and quite exaggerating.
Can't be bothered.
I'm feeling tired alr.
GOODBYE. ;DDDD

2007-05-18T14:51:00.000+08:00

IT'S FINALLY FRIDAY !

Woahs, finally free.
And i can slp long enuff.
*CLAPS !

My aunty gave me Creative's keyboard & mouse.
Somemore it's wireless luhs.
HOW GREAT CAN IT BE ! ;D
Everything is in the keyboard.
Even those functioning of playlists. (:

As usual, results shall not elaborate.
It's so lousy alrights.
Fucking sick of studies.

Met my girlfriend, LAUGEOKLENG ytd.
@ AMK hub. (:
When i see her, like ghost larhs ! :X
Wakakas ~
Cos she wear black & her hair so messy.
She brought umbrella yet was drenched,
cos i've used it. =P

Ate @ Pizza Hut.
Talk abt quite alot of stuffs.
She chng her fone larhs,
I WANT TO CHNG FONE TOO. :X
She treated me that meal.
with ice-cream.
BUT i only ate a few mouthful.

Got some incident,
then geokleng scare repeat,
so don't let me eat. ):
laughs*
it's like so long since i've seen her luhs.

Eventually i feel that,
all of us has chng.
But she didn't luhs.
I don't knw how to say too larhs.

Mr Roderick Lim is always so funny larhs.
Jieying & i was like laughing @ him.
and we started our conversation again.
So long since we've been like that.
MIA TOO LONG LIAOS ! :X

Aww, i'm tired alr.
That's all for today barhs.
Goodbye. (:

2007-05-16T15:29:00.000+08:00

Okays, this tyme i have no errors coming to post.
WEETS ~ ;DDDDD
Well, back to skul today. ):
DAMN TIRED LUHS.

Checking papers today too.
Just got a few only larhs.
Almost quite alot failed.
Which the first paper i tak is chem.

I'm so confident with that paper.
Ended up, my confidence is NOT equal to results.
My tears are flowing soon.
Mdm faridah was saying no use crying,
mourning or whatever.
So what if we did,
that's within control luhs.

After that took Chinese paper.
Fucking poor for my overall in mid-yr.
Not even a A1 or A2 luhs.
Went to the toilet,
and yes, sorrowing inside for sometimes.
My face became red larhs,
additionally i was running fever too.

The rest of the paper,
fail quite a few barhs.
Efforts still does not equal to results.
I don't feel it's impt anymore.

Oh i must mention this thing,
cos it's kinda getting my nerves.
I must admit i once does copy ppl.
Having no sense of originality.
But now some ppl are doing so.

I really hate it luhs.
Whereby close ppl with you copies you,
how would the person feel ?
Pls larhs, have a sense of originality cans !
This has been happening repeatly.
which i find it sickening luhs.

You really wish ppl to insult you.
I don't think anybody would like it anws.
Let it be, verse, name, hairstyle.
STOP IT LUHS. (:
You are only making bad impression for ppl.

That's all.
Goodbye. (:

2007-05-14T11:51:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER ! ;D

Many has been anticipating this day ryte ! ;DDD
Woahs, finally can rest from mugging !
I'm so in good mood alrights.
No more midnight oil,
no more constant mugging,
REST MANY MANY ! ;D

Was eating at don't knw whr.
and it's so exp larhs.
I rather eat at Jumbo,
food quality is much more better. "/

After that walked to Tiong Bahru Plaza.
I was walking with Benedict larhs.
and my grandma say we can get tgt.
We does look like couple. =="
He's younger than me alrights.
I won't want such a guy luhs,
always like to make me ! ><

But well, he's a good guy.
kinda gentleman ! (:
Just TOO sociable,
his older bro ain't like that at all. ><
Till ytd then i knew my cousin got into CJC.

With 16 points,
minus 4 from his skul.
SO GOOD LUHS !
Headed down to Icon ! ;D

I saw a few necklace which is so nice ,
my mum don't let me buy.
till i started attitude,
cos everybody at least buy sth,
except me.
then my mum say she next tyme give me money. =="

BY THEN DON'T KNW WHEN LUHS.
when you can say i'm quite pampered.
but i'm like that derhs luhs.

Meichin said i wrote long poetry,
nahs, i'm not good alrights.
MY ENGLISH STILL SUCKS.
even though i'm blogging for years ?
HOHOS ! :X

I'm so tired larhs,
finally thr's a free day,
for me to rest.
GOODBYE THEN. (:

2007-05-12T11:05:00.000+08:00

I'M FUCK-ED UP WITH MY COMP !
as well as Blogger.
After an hour of on & off,
finally i can blog !
If i have the assets,
I WILL PURCHASE A LAPTOP FOR MYSELF.

Well, finally MYE is ending ! ;DDD
and ytd wasn't a nyte of mugging,
it's a nyte of reading novel !
So long since i've done so.

Accompany Gayan for an hair-cut.
Quite neat after her hair-cut,
yet not much diff ! :X
GAYAN, NEXT TYME WE LET IVY CUT,
I'LL ASSURE IT IS NICER ! ;DDDD

The whole compass doesn't have tragus piercing !
So decided to head down to Kovan.
The tragus piercing,
not pain yet quite hot ! :X

After that, Gayan went to buy drink.
Recognise Shawn,
and he also said he recognise me.
Hohos, see how ugly i am lerhs barhs. (:

Took bus to interchange & back to compass.
Was waiting for our bus,
saw Melvin. :DDDDD
Chat with him,
he damn funny cans.
scare we get angry easily.
not so fussy larhs. (:

And talking to me,
he couldn't see,
kept shifting. ==
okays, i'm short alrights.
Actually he wanted to tak bus with us,
rather than taking 315.
ended up he took 315. ==

I kept shouting him,
"LITTLE KIDDO !"
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAS ~
But he really look like one.
Such a cute junior hur. (:

Was zilian-ing larhs.
Reached compass, shopped a while.
and headed home.
Return Fiona's call,
told her sth.

But now i don't knw shld i believe anybody.
Sorry to say so,
cos i don't really trust ppl alr.
I don't knw either. ):

Listening to songs,
reading the novel ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
and msg-ing Shawn etc ~
And i've finished the novel,
by 2am ? CLAPS*

It's total sweet one alrights.
I like it alot,
although in front it's quite dull. :X
I want my uncle to buy more novels for me.
If i can go,
i will bring one buig empty suitcase,
AND BUY ALL WHAT I WANT !
cos it's kinda cheap. :DDD

Stupid tragus piercing bled ytd. ):
I didn't edit the photos,
and also the photos are almost the same.
But who cares,
i'll just post it ! (:
goodbye.

I never wanted this to happen,
i've regretted over many things.
Especially the issue we are avioding,
life is so tough,
yet i would manage to get over you. (:

2007-05-08T14:39:00.000+08:00

Can't resist my temptation of blogging.
So i shall blog a little ? :DDD
Cos i'm currently not in a mood of studying.
Perhaps mugging at nyte again.

And Gayan has to kick my chair during exams,
SO I CAN BE AWAKE ! :DDD
Physics paper was disaster !
Chemistry, i find it okay.
But don't knw whether would my score be OKAY ! :X

Been mugging these days.
How tough can life be.
Replied many many testys.
The rest pending, i'm sorry ! ><

I'm feeling down for this post.
So do mind all my stuffs in this post.

To believe you or not,
I really don't know.
To let you know how i feel,
I don't knw shld i.
To read your mind,
it's impossible.

I'm really lost,
even trusting somebody is so difficult.
Sometimes i think that living alone,
would be very great.
Like living in Friendster,
might be dull but no much thoughts.
Sometimes i need a life with company,
yet it would bring hurts.

My emotional suddenly went so down.
I don't know why either.
I'm afraid of things,
yet there is nothing i can do.
You never gain that trust,
You seems to be betraying that trust only. (:

Okays, don't assume it's abt guys.
IT'S NOT ALRIGHTS.
Shall not elaborate more.
Goodbye. :D

2007-05-06T14:46:00.000+08:00

After clicking Refresh & Go,
and doodling with Popout allow/blocked,
I FINALLY COME TO THIS PAGE ! :X
Stupid Blogger, Live Long for what ?! =="
Simply loading also so difficult.

Well, enuff of blaming ! :DDDD
Last post before my Exams.
Cos i'll not be blogging during exam period.
It's official alr.
Which i fucking hate it ! RAWHS* :X

Let's talk abt ytd ! :DDD
Early morning went to meet up wit Jieying.
Slacked a while @ s'goon mac.
Somebody ask Jieying to hlp them buy cig.
end up that aunty don't let,
say she look young ! WAKAKAS.

After that went to Bishan & meet Siewli.
Exchange some gift etc.
And sat @ Coffee Bean for talk.
It's like quite sometimes we've met.
Went to take neo-print, quite okay ?
But at that place, Siewli lost a few cds.
Aww.. kinda my fault too.
I'm guilty abt it luhs.

There's allowance of tyme, so decided to meet Gayan a while.
Took train to City Hall.
Waited for her almost more than 20 mins.
And i'm rotting over thr luhs !
And here come a cute guys.
P/S meanyee say don't think abt guy.
let me say abt it at least. :P

I was leaning at one wall larhs,
gonna rot alr.
And i seems to notice thr's somebody standing beside me.
I find it quite irritating,
decided to see who exacly it was.
Ended up it's a cute guy standing thr,
and he gave me a flyer. *FAINT.
I was like so annoyed ended up paiseh luhs.
And that guy giggle a lil too,
and walked off. LOOOL !

Finally that TAIGAYAN arrived.
Saw that Penguin Master of hers,
he was in a rush.
So Gayan & I went inside & write on card.
Eventually Gayan biao bai at card.
NO KAN TOU HAO BU HAO. :X
Then Penguin Master sms her and blahs ~

Henry Laogong gave me a call.
He damn funny larhs,
shldn't elaborate then.
Waled for a lil while and i headed off alr.

Took train again to Tiong Bahru.
Watching Spiderman 3 ! :DDDD
was a nice thrilling show larhs.
Some scene so sudden which shocked me. ><
and eventually i did scream. =="
after that headed home. (:

Apologise to Yingting;
actually said that girlfriends would watch tgt.
I'M SO SO SORRYYYYY ~ ):

Today went to see a doctor.
Was having fever, sore throat which is killing me.
And i was busy mugging just now.
POA is a goner for sure.
Mug on social studies then.
Cannot give up ~
JIAAAAYOUUUUUUUUUS ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

so i shall not be blogging for the tyme being.
I'm focusing on studies first,
if not i can't win that somebody,
whereby i think i won't. ):
and yingting, i have sth to tell you.
Contact me asap yea. (:

before that i must rmb to wish some ppl.
HAPPY B'DAY SHIYIN - 1 MAY.
HAPPY B'DAY MELISSA - 5 MAY.
HAPPY B'DAY FOR GAYAN'S PENGUIN MASTER - 9 MAY.
HAPPY B'DAY SIEWLI JIE - 11 MAY.
HAPPY B'DAY JINGWEI - 11 MAY.
HAPPY 1 YR FOR JINGWEI & UR STEAD TOO ! - 12 MAY.
Sorry, i can't rmb anymore.
If i missed out, give me a note ! :D

Good day, Goodbye.

GAYAN: hahas, i will derhs. (:
MICHELLE NU-ER: Nu-er, so pleased to see you tag me larhs. Thanks and i love you dearly too ! :DDDD Take care.
VIVIAN: okays okays ! I will do so after MYE. Same to you. (:
YINGTING: Gees, what thing i bluff you. Contact me soon ! (:
MAYLYNN: My dear girl, where've you been gone ! I miss you badly alrights. After MYE, try to meet up kays. My life is quite okay. How abt you ? :DDD
MEANYEE: cute larhs you. All the best for MYE. I'm not thinking abt guys lerhs larhs. :DDDDD cos i knw exams are more impt.

2007-05-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

It's quite sometimes since i'm onlin-ing at nyte.
but i'm quite exhausted the whole day.
and i just reached home not long luhs. ><

Chinese was quite okays,
just a bit tough luhs.
Rawhs, i'm flunking most probably.
and thinking to beat that particular person,
quite impossible luhs ! ):
BU KAN XIN !

After exams, headed to s11.
crapped like crazy larhs.
was way bored.
gayan even said shiyin & i like couple.
I won't snatch with Nicholas alrights. :DDDD

and many jokes came along.
Talked nth formal in fact.
and Yingchin was like so quiet.
mayb she's sick or sth. (:

I decided not to post shiyin's joke,
since i've posted once ytd.
shall post Yingting's one.
Like hell long been tgt with my girlfriends.

Was on the bus, and i sat quite low.
Yingting : sit so low, later my head go behind
Me : huhs ? your head ?
Yingting : Laugh* i mean my hair.
Me : No no, it's your head, your head. *LLLLOOOOOOOOLLLLL
and all the way i kept making fun abt it.

Chatted with Gayan on the fone quite long.
I fell in love with 200 pound beauty songs !
kept listening over & over again.
a pity Zhanke couldn't manage to dl. ):

Headed to Bishan to meet my mum.
ate at crystal jade,
and shopped ard.
I SPOT A LOVELY NECKLACES AND HAIRPIN.
but my mum don't let me buy.
stupid, i wanna save money & buy luhs.

Bought some stuffs,
rushed home by cab.
and here i am.
heading tmr again.
but damn it ! i can't watch spiderman 3 for free ~
my mum & bro is going tmr. ):
GO TO HELLLLLL ~

I can't rmb what to blog.
I only rmb i have many ppl to meet up with tmr.
so i'm going for my rest soon !
and i took Marisa's quiz.
I'm only at the lame side of my brain for 30. ):

saying abt her, she's really sweet.
Marisa is such a loveable girl larhs.
but she's spastic,
always going high.
and her hand is really smooth alrights.
WELL LIFE LADY !

goodbye. (:

2007-05-03T15:50:00.000+08:00

STUPID BLOGGER !
There is always full of errors.
or corrupted luhs ~
Forget it. :DDD

Well, passed the leftover MN,
to anna, yingting & pamela. :D
hope they would like it.

First exam was english.
seriously that paper 1 is easier luhs.
many ppl thought so too ! :DDD

paper 2 i was full of sleepyness. :X
and the qns were difficult larhs.
at least summary was still okay. "/
i was totally restless today !

ytd nyte didn't really slp,
his face features kept appearing.
i don't knw why,
i kept missing him.
i knw it's impossible to be with him.
yet i'm still clinging hope.
HOW STUPID CAN I BE.

one day, i'll make sure i will tell you,
i love you no more ! :DDDDDD
and that jingwei didn't called me liaos.
stupid, forget this friend again. =="

i was actually taking paper 2.
when i saw 2 booklets.
and i thought the insert was extra,
so i gave it to mrs ee.
straight after she walked off,
i realise i need that insert ! ><

and i kept shouting softly to her,
and kept waving from behind larhs,
end up she didn't heard nor seen. =="
and amelia, gayan & keefe laughed larhs.
then ms yap gave me one.
STUPID, DAMN PAISEHS LUHS !
RAWHS ~

after that, headed to mac to eat.
shiyin sat beside me larhs.
then we kept joking luhs.
and thr's this conversation.

me : *pull her hand & continue my food.
shiyin : eeks, you pull my hair then use that hand eat.
me : pls larhs, is another hand luhs. =="
shiyin : my hair wet luhs, it's acid rain lehs.
me : .... then ?
shiyin : later you CORRUPTED ! *laughs
me : huhs ? CORRUPTED ?! *LAUGHS
shiyin : no no, is corrode. say wrongly larhs.
me : *wanted to tell gayan while laughing.
shiyin : *tickle serene, cannot let her say.

i was like kept laughing non-stop larhs.
and gayan told me my face so red. :X
can't hlp, i can't control.
shiyin kept tickling me larhs ~
RAWHS.

tmr it's chinese paper.
WISH ME LUCK ! :DDDDDDD
goodbye. (:

2007-04-30T16:46:00.000+08:00

Posting time ! :DDDD
it's labour day tmr ! :DDD
no skul for tmr. CHEERIOS* :X

i was shocked when my mum was behind me,
as my blog page was that photos.
and she ask whose hand is that.
and i said my friend. :X

couldn't have let her knw it's yr daughter.
and i'm still continuing ! :DDDD

well, today wasn't much interesting luhs.
and yes, i kinda avoid him luhs.
and from now, i'm gonna avoid him even more.
honestly, can say that,
i'm rejected !

and that somebody is right,
he won't accept me derhs.
now it's not the issue of giving up,
or not confidence etc.
and i'm really emotional unstable.

what the hell of saying,
thr would be better guys that him.
that's not the word i wanna hear.
i just want things to work out.
but eventually i knw it no longer matters.

but i just wanna say,
i nvr fall so deeply ever since the previous one.
why can't miracle just happen.
i hate it.

maths, chi etc were as usual slacking.
and i realise david lim loves to spit saliva larhs.
fucking awful okays.
and jieying didn't even knw. =="

new system in council,
was laughing abt it luhs. KNS. :X
but kinda cute.
and saw vivian's hair.
so long & straight.
some few ppl were talking abt it larhs. =="

was chatting with Amelia.
she was in the same church as my cousin.
hohos ! :X
that's all then.
shall blog tmr.
my pocket is burnt,
no money lerhs.
goodbye.

2007-04-29T11:26:00.000+08:00

CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN AGAIN.
i'm fucking loving this skin. :X
so i spend tyme editing all my codes.
and my links, i purposely took away sth. (:
and overall i'm so tired alr.

hlp-ing my mum to do stuffs later.
and had mac for breafast. :DDD
treat from my bro.
I even promised to treat after my O's.
LONG ENOUGH ~

well, tmr is another sch day.
and stupid, i'm yet not mugging hard.
hohos. let's speak abt ytd then. (:

headed out to meet my Gayan. :D
walked ard Bishan,
library was so many ppl larhs.
and now then i knw,
one of my primary skul-mate,
was gayan's church friend ! :D
THE WORLD IS SMALL ALRIGHT.

went to Toa Payoh.
still loads of ppl luhs.
then headed to Potong Pasir Mac.
sat outside,
do some stuff & chats.
saw Alfred thr.
before that saw quite a few alr.

I finally took the courage to msg him.
and yes, that's my blog title.
Th Confession Day, Th Tragic Moment. 280407.
but ain't yet tragic.
but i might expect so.
he said he won't even avoid me.
ended up might be me avoiding.

first tyme direct confession to a guy luhs.
RAWHS.
at nyte was chatting with Gayan.
he msg-ed me, saying don't scare or what.
I can't rmb lerhs.
but how sweet & good guy can it be.
i knw i'm negative-minded.
but he won't accept me barhs. ):

it's sudden to him too.
i'm sorry abt it.
i don't even knw when i started liking him. =="
well, that's it.

hopefully it can progress,
but MYE shld be more impt. (:
gtg, my mum is screaming.
and oh, the song playing.
it's the addiction song of mine.
THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES.
goodbye.

2007-04-27T16:44:00.000+08:00

I'm missing for a few days.
and i'm back ~
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
this week wasn't so much of a struggle.
overall i find it quite okay barhs.

Just too tired larhs.
always not enuff slp.
somemore ytd i fell ill luhs.
wakakas. :X

Nth much to mention,
today 3 period ended up scolding.
but ms kodi is really tired barhs.
and have us to do motivation notes.
have to do at least,
one is to do for the right side ppl,
therefore, i did for LIMIN ! :DDD
she's cute okays.

Then did for Gayan, Jieying & meny.
after skulm tyme practice was chng,
into self-revision.
eventually ms kodi really does cares abt us.
but gayan, jieying & me didn't went.
we sat at second level to do the MN.

did quite a lot luhs,
cos i've promised some ppl i will give.
not forgetting to mention, MARISA.
she's so hyber & sweet larhs.
so i did one for her too.
always filled with laughter.
that's why i say this class aren't that bad. (:

Oh, before i forget.
i must mention this,
Jingwei called me ytd. :DDDD
he became mature alot larhs.
i was even doubting is that really him.

And he didn't chng,
likes to catch up with new songs.
and sing in the fone.
he wants me to sing,
i die also don't want. wakakas. (:

actually i didn't forget our past.
i'm afraid you'll forget only.
and i don't know when will be our next conversion.
wish you all the best then.
advanced happy b'day &
advance happy 1 yr for you & your gf, berenice. (:

well, i'm so down these days.
i really don't knw would things work out.
if it really do, i would be glad.
but i really wish it would,
when i don't even knw does he likes me. "/
RAWHS, I'M TOO VEXED.

Okay, and went to slack with Gayan & Jieying just now.
at one of the HDB stairs. (:
tooks so photos.
i'm fucking ugly, so be it then. (:
goodbye.

2007-04-22T16:48:00.000+08:00

Shall make a quick post now.
i'm so frustrated over some stuffs.
which i've poured out to somebody*
thanks that somebody many many. :DDD
ppl just don't have the sense of copyright luhs.

Doesn't wanna make things worse larhs.
find a new blogskin,
quite sick of the old one,
although it's so nice larhs. :DDD
i'm still making my link stuff.
cos i wanna chng alr. :D
wanted to chng my song,
but couldn't find this song in iwebmusic,
mayb it's new. "/

It's damn aww to think of sch.
it's always so tiring.
weekends just pass so quickly. "/
but at least ytd is quite a great day. (:

Called several ppl, ended up nobody is free.
so headed out with Gayan;yanyan & Manfred;fredfred.
HOHOS. :X

Watched the Two hundred pound beauty.
it's damn touching, sad, & sweet. :DDD
but the stupid threate is so cold,
and half-way, went to visit the toilet. "/
when move ended, gayan & manfred were throwng popcorns. ==

Went to walked around luhs.
saw somebody* thr too. WHATEVER.
shopped here & there.
crapped here & there.
i kept yawning, and pronouce wrong words.
then manfred kept saying it.
damn awful okays !

They accompany me to wait for bus,
and they took taxi home. (:
was msg-ing Gayan saying that,
Manfred call me rene rene weird,
you call nicer.

Then Gayan called me,
it was Manfred, keep calling rene rene. =="
ater that was chatting with Gayan.
abt many stuffs larhs.
was getting late, then manfred joined in.
but he seems to get scolded.
so only chatted a while luhs.

I asked if he like Gayan,
he avoid, so OBVIOUS ! ><
nvm, was a nice day eventually.
but both of them are CHILDISH.
oh, i can't reply all my tags.
so i shall reply here. (:

MAYLYNN : thanks, but i've chng. miss you. (:
ANGELA : hahas, yea. re-linked. :D
LARISSA & YUINPING : linked ! :D
FIONA : hahas, i got called you. nvr pick up. =="
JIEYING : hohos, okays. (:
YINGTING : yea, i've msg-ed you abt it. get well soon.
GAYAN : you tagged me quite often. what thing i bluff you ?

2007-04-21T09:37:00.000+08:00

Aww , stupid friendster is under maintence again.
plus it's so laggy larhs. :X
shall make a quick post,
and i'll head for my breakfast,
and searhing for new skins.
i'm quite sick of this skin now. :DDD

tags & links would be replied & linked too.
i'm too busy with sch these days.
and i've chng my song playing again,
it's my current addiction songs :
CANDYMAN - CHRISTINA A. (:

i realise that i can't get into slp easy nowadays.
and the moment i wake up from slp,
my stuffs are kicked down by me. :X
i must really admit i'm kinda rough luhs. "/
wakakas, i'm quite a bad sleeper i think.

was busy watching mv ytd,
while replying only some tags.
although i'm not addicted to Girlfriend.
but i fucking love the mv,
i was bursting into laughter while watching. :X
and avril is as gothic, sweet as ever luhs.
i really love her too ~
especially her hair,
blond with hotpink, or all black.

and i just realise she's married.
well, that guy seems to got a great catch.
her wedding photos were gorgeous larhs.
i feel so sweet when looking at it. :DDDD
and another one is justin timberlake's mv.
the song : what goes ard, come goes.
fucking nice too, just a lil sexual appeal.
and perhaps i love the last part,
whr they kept scolding fucking blahs ~ :X

rest of the mv aren't that nice,
but the songs are nice. :DDD
love it loads. <333
whole day wasn't much a fulfill day.
but overall it's okay larhs.
enjoy the mv then. (:
i'm going for my breakfast.

if you notice, i didn't talk abt my gfs.
i feel that i'm like WHATEVER towards yingting. (:
when she needs me, she'll find me,
don't need, won't even care.
that's my view larhs, perhaps she didn't. "/
goodbye.

music current addiction :
candyman, girlfriend,
what goes ard..comes ard,
beautful liar, pop,lock & drop it,
the littlest thing, just so you knw. (:

click on these links. (:
GIRLFRIEND MV.

WAT GOES ARD, COMES ARD MV.

2007-04-18T16:44:00.000+08:00

Since i've left sometime,
i shall blog today. :D
i'm kinda of tired since ytd.
let's talk abt ytd barhs.

cabbed down to KKH,
was late by 2 mins,
and i've waited almost 1 hr .
RAWHS ~
then seen the doctor,
gave me a memo of excuse of NAFA.
but don't knw till when. "/

went to addmission area,
took the X-Tray of my backbone.
was kinda scary,
but after that was quite okay.
headed down to Bishan.
went to the open area,
saw 2 guys squatting thr smoking.

so didn't went thr,
stood another place, talking to jieying. (:
and when the 2 guys walked past,
they kept looking at me larhs. =="
must admit both are quite good-looking. :X
i've been looking out for guys these days. :X

went up to 4th level,
while waiting for my mum to arrive.
msg-ing that mr. no-gentleman. :D
and chatting with weiting on the fone.
dined with my mum,
at one a shop.
saw 2 ex-peicaians.

left their number for me.
they are damn funny & sweet larhs.
and another who is a woman now,
as operated before it.
hohos. :X
she's damn pretty now,
only voice a little weird. :X

before that, i must mention.
ms kodi called to ask me how am i etc.
hohos. i'm glad she's concern.
and geokleng is no longer gonna be back.
mayb ms kodi is ryte,
it's tyme to really stop carrying hope.
even yc & gy say the person who fang bu xia is me.
==" ; i'm trying okays.

TODAY. (:
lessons as usual luhs.
bored*

fell aslp for a while during chi test.
i'm too tired alr larhs.
ms kodi didn't come.
mayb too angry lerhs barhs. :X

slacked at s11 with gayan.
i was using her fone to msg manferd.
kept saying they aimei larhs ~ :DDDD
but how good would it be,
if manferd is with gayan. (:
at least my gayan can forget penguin master. "/

stupid manferd avoid the topic luhs.
if tmr he's with gayan when i'm meeting her.
i will ask again derhs. =P
manferd is far too cute larhs.
a guy who picks bread crumps while eating. :X

was in a daze just now,
thought of geokleng again.
i really runs back every moment of us.
but now i realise,
we can't really continue to be so anymore.
carrying so much hope,
end up nth came.

so what if it's a choice ?
sometimes ppl made a mistake to regret.
but anytime i would really want her back.
not becos i'm lonely or what,
but it's the concept that,
one for all, all for one.

and towards her,
i hold my words,
towards the issue i promised yingting & her,
and also we are forever girlfriends.
even though she's not in skul,
but we still regard her as one.

do not say sorry to us anymore.
what we want aren't your sorry.
but your stand that you would be alright,
you would be as strong as ever.
i learnt that i can't force you to skul,
and i'm not going to do so anymore.
one day if you want to be back,
you would.

lastly, we would be here for you.
rmb 4F'07.
we are the sweetest of all.
we won't even question what happen to you,
but instead we were sad that
you aren't coming back anymore.

so i shall stop,
goodbye. (:

2007-04-15T10:36:00.000+08:00

I'm finally fine now. :D
as what geokleng said,
somethings need to be clear,
if not it will become worse.
and i knw yingting & her has more to say.
the drifting is getting further.
as for what yingting mentioned,
if she don't use harsh word,
i would not have tried stopping.
overall they are concern.
THANKS. :DDDDDDD

no matter what,
i knew there's ppl ard me.
and hopefully, i do hope gl can e back.
overcoming all difficulties,
as we would stand by her. (:
and for jieying,
forever still my bailei larhs. :DDD
no matter what, you are still dear to me.
oh, must mention REBECCA TOO.
heard that she asked abt my stuff to jieying,
still as a concern. (:

went out after a heavy break-down ytd.
my eyes were quite bitter. :X
lucky of the HOT weather,
i wore retro- sunglass whole day. (:

at least i could cover my flaws. :D
went to mandai first,
offered joss sticks etc,
headed to upper thomas rd,
had lunch thr. (:
i was eatin chicken rice,
yet i didn't eat any chicken ~ =="

taking cab here & there.
thr is this asshole taxi-driver,
may thunder struck you,
may cars bump you,
may etc etc ~
he's a total awful guy larhs. :X

rushed to compass,
having appointment at Pro-Trim.
had i had a hair cut.
woahs, kinda nice,
the hair length is shorten a bit niahs.
overall it's still okays.
I LOVE THAT HAIR DRESSER, IVY.
she always make new nice hairstyles.

dined thr,
and headed home.
Weiting called me, chat for a while.
then that no-gentleman guy called me. (:
chatted with Yongquan for sometimes.
i'm amazed abt his gf & him. :X
shall not elaborate ~ :D
then Weiting called me again,
cos i curse her ear to rot if she doesn't :X
but gradually, i'm tired alr.
and hung luhs.
by then was almost 1am ?

that's all then.
going bishan later. (:
and might be meeting my bailei.
sians, quite a few hw not yet done.
WHO CARES ~ :X
goodbye.

*edited.

i forgot to mention sth,
i saw this guy who is damn good-looking.
and he has natural brown eyes.
it's damn attractive luhs.
my mum was asking him abt the Parker pen refill.
and i kept looking at him.
then he kept looking back,
damn paisehs larhs.
but i fell in love with his brown eyes ~
RAWHHHHHHHHHHHS.
i wanna knw that guy larhs. :X
and he works in popular. :D

2007-04-14T10:05:00.000+08:00

爱的主旋律 ~ :DDDD

i fell in love with this song alr.
especially it's sung by xiao gui,
not forgetting zhou wen xuan ! (:
the song starting was kinda of weird,
but chorus it's sweet ~ :DDDD

yet could find the lyrics,
if not i'll post it up. (:
was still tired,
but have to be up alr.
i'm going out after a bathe.
might be trimming my hair again.
but i wanna mantain the length,
IT'S SO SHORT LIAOS LUHS.

ytd was having conference with desmond & that gal.
hohos. damn funny derhs larhs.
then while talking to desmond,
was talking to that gal too.
desmond so direct luhs, call her forget him.
RAWHS ~

then chat with desmond till 12 ?
and headed for my slp. (:
keep pesterin him,
i wanna knw who is that gal.
LOOOOL !
keep suan-ing him luhs. :DDDD

i'm losing all my bestie one by one.
just becos of smoke,
this is the way you all wanna say me.
you all also don't bother to listen to me.
my parents also having quarrel.
WHAT CAN I DO ?!

sobbing now luhs.
i'm really lost. ):
at one go, 2 ppl are saying the same thing.
i no longer feel that friend's.
and i'm running a empty mind to blog.
in fact, before that i have so much to blog.

i'm sorry to jieying.
i swear you didn't influence me.
i'm sorry to geokleng,
i knw what you mean.
but i'll control.
and yingting, your direct word,
struck my last straw,
and i'm breakdown-ing.
"i don't want be friend with you lo."
this is what i get from you.
thanks.

i don't wanna bid goodbye in blog today.

2007-04-13T19:11:00.000+08:00

those whispered syptoms.

sometimes since i've blogged.
finally this week is over,
i've been waiting.
far too tired alr luhs. :X
everyday has been staying back. T.T

seems like i don't knw whr to blog.
but i'm really tired.
mum's income tax thing is such a bother.
and i'm settling it soon.
hopefully ~ :X

and desmond that thing,
arghs, kinda sianx too.
keep being their messenger.
I WANNA TAKE COMMISSION LIAOS.

went to one of the HDB flats,
smoke the last cig of mine. :DDD
with gayan,
lucky she didn't mind.
then off she went home with manfred.

got my $70 alr.
(: thanks geokleng.
bought a crystal case again.
hopefully it won't break easily.
159 was damn many ppl.
found many place,
finally got SKL.
and that auntie just sell to me. :DDD

and it's even cheaper.
only $8 rather than $9 luhs.
tried strawberry one.
smell quite nice siahs.
tmr gonna go out again.

need to buy some stuffs alr. :DDD
saw this guy, his tattoo is so nice larhs.
and bailei, don't be sad alr.
i'll be thr with you.
NO CUTTING KAYS.
can smoke with you. (:
goodbye then. (:

2007-04-10T16:01:00.000+08:00

okays, i'm finally back. :DDDD
my comp is now available for use.
i miss my comp so much ~
of cos i miss my blog, friendster blahs ~ (:

well, mouse & keyboard down at the same tyme.
it's totally unlucky for me luhs.
and bought a new one.
I LOVE MY NEW MOUSE.
keyboard is old one derhs luhs. =="

was busy re-linking & etc.
for friendster, i'm sorry to leave it alone first.
cos this whole week i'm packed.
my napfa thing is still not settled.
gonna call KKH again ! :X

well, had some kind of quarrel with geokleng.
not that i'm not concern abt her thoughts.
but sometimes, i'm alr at an end.
and it hurts to say i'm not concerning her feeling.
and i'm really sorry abt it.
i wish you would come back skul too.
you tend to mistook what i wanna mean larhs.
mayb after seeing my post,
give me a call ? (:

skul was as usual boring.
lit was still as alert.
kept writing things. hohos.
but my lit is still not so good.
now i no money lerhs larhs.
pay for my math assesment. ):

wanted to find geokleng,
to get back my money.
her fone & house no one pick.
kinda like avoiding me ? "/
my back is starting to ache again.
rawhs ~

social studies was kinda goner anws.
LOOL !

TAG REPLIES.

GAYAN : you are still that emo kid larhs. i did miss you :X
YINGTING : i don't wanna strive for anything except studies now. (:
JIEYING BAILEI : hohos, your password like wrong luhs, i can't get in luhs.
and i've re-link you. (:
CASSANDRA : i've re-linked you. (:
MEANYEE : hohos, i've chng alr marhs. nvm larhs. (: you look kinda cold in skul. :X
ANGELA SOH : you must leave ur link so i can re-link ! :DDDD
SHUNI LOVE ADDICTER : i've re-link you. :D
MAYLYNN : maylynn is always here once out of a million. ): thnks.
GEOKLENG : i've re-linked you. :DDDD
ALICIA LAOPO : i'll tag you soon. (:
PATRICIA : okays, i've re-linked you. :D

2007-04-02T15:57:00.000+08:00

I realise that after i've chng my skin,
not much ppl are tagging me alr. ):
RAWHS !
nvm then. (:

was dozing off like hell during mother tongue.
can't be blamed, i'm too tired.
at least i'm kinda paying attention,
during other lessons.

i wanna have extension of my hair. ==
assembly was kinda bored too.
but overall still okays.
headed to toilet to slack larhs.
and since recess, my face was like blushing. ><

all becos of that PE larhs.
run run run ~
and few hrs, my face is red. :X
saw him* today, only that once.
but didn't said anything,
neither any expression when seeing him.
he looked up & headed to his class.

rather while i was kneeling at the hall thr,
i saw that skul irritatin' counsellor,
my reaction was damn fast larhs.
i faster hide below,
when pamela told me he's gone,
then i looked up. LOOL !

i don't feel like going skul now.
neither do i feel like taking O's.
i just wanna get a break,
which it's impossible to have luhs.
tmr gonna go KKH again.

might beleaving skul after recess,
or after skul.
depends on my dad luhs. ):
oh, served detention.
the detention seems to be like talking session. :X
the reflection was kinda useless.
goodbye.

2007-04-01T11:28:00.000+08:00

HELLLOOOOSSS ~

weets, after 2 days of struggle,
i'm finally back. :DDD
changed my blogskins as well as the song.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i realise no matter what,
my girlfriends are more than anything.
geokleng, yingchin, gayan, yingting, shiyin,
jieying, rebecca, fiona, alicia,
not to forget, thr are some guys too.

after all, guys aren't all jerks all right. (:
i fell in love with this skin.
much more than that that holding on skin.
talking abt this,
i've got to apologise to shuxian.
she hlp me yet it didn't come out well,
I'M SO SORRY !

let's go back to friday then.
yingchin, rebecca, jieying & me.
we were late for skul,
run all the way down to skul.
late by a few secs.
regretted runnin,
my legs were in pain.

got public scolding by ms kodi,
for a little while.
i don't like the way she treats yingchin larhs.
watched & played at the hall.
rebecca was as usual that HYBER !
mission to pass sweets to him* from yt.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

waited for yt after that.
and saw that him* luhs,
i still said quite loudly. :X
headed to bishan to watch movie.
saw him* thr too,
waiting for LAUGEOKLENG to arrive.
watched number 23.
arent horror at all larhs.

but i'm now so obsession over 23. :X
over-sensitive i think.
oh, i bought the stud i wanna have. :D
went down to amk hub,
i was trying to count all my relevant num,
and it didn't end up to 23.
and didn't ate the day too. =/

yingchin named me EMO-KID.
okays, i'll proudly accept.
gees. (:
mum specially bring me out to eat ytd,
yet i didn't manage to eat much. =/
hlp-ed yingting's blog.
YAY, she's back to blog.

sorry to laogong,
didn't called you back ytd.
now then i realise you aren't in a good mood.
that penknife partner also bo eh derhs.
say cor back, ALSO NVR.
having tuiion soon,
my post is long. :X
SORRY ~
i took those photo out of boredom.
goodbye.

2007-03-29T16:04:00.000+08:00

WOAHS !
what a day, finally passed.
my eyes are in pain now,
hope it's not infection ! ><
i wanna curse blogger,
my post gone away with a poof ~
FUCK ~

well, today was as usual tired.
gayan went home early morning,
why can't she just pass me that infection.
at least a valid reason to skip skul.
yes, i wanna run away from skul.

skipped my counselling ytd,
ended up that counsellor came to find me.
SUCH A BOTHER ! :X
i was laughing at Jamie Kiu's cast.
really loud & long luhs.
then Pamela was saying,
later got retribution arhs.

one corner of my shoes went off,
i almost fell larhs. :X
gonna buy new shoes again.
didn't run during P.E.
all becos of shoes. ==
yingchin they all got caught slacking,
and whole class got scolded. =/

lesson tyme,
my head kept nodding towards the desk,
i'm too sleepy.
ms kodi called us to stretch,
i immediately did so. :S
shiyin said my eyes looks terrible,
as in i didn't slp much.
and it's true. =/

recess tyme,
walked past his class.
he looked out yet i didn't say hi.
i walk very quickly away.
as in, i knw i'm so like WHAT.
but who wants to be like that.

walking past his vision twice,
i wanted to say hi yet walked away.
whenever i sees him,
i don't feel good.
the image of jieying & him msg-ing came,
and i no longer could bother what to do.

i hate this kind of thing,
didn't i made so much agreement within myself.
i finally put down one,
yet another came.
i nvr knw i fall too deeply.
i thought it wouldn't be that much.
but indeed, it can't be compared.

cries at nyte,
silent at nyte,
thoughts at nyte.
it still didn't give any answer to me.
i'm trying so hard to make my life,
looks better in sch.
in fact i wasn't at all.

yingting was saying i'm emo these days.
but i'm trying to deny,
i knw how i'm now.
just that i didn't wanna accept the fact ? (:
crying for him hurts more than last tyme.
i don't knw why either.

i promise my friends i would be fine soon,
but i don't knw when.
at least in skul, i wouldn't. :DDD
"the one infront of the mirror does not looks like me,
your shadow is at every corner,
seems to be reminding me,
without you, i'm now sad & lonely,
i think i can use to living alone,
i think i can pretend i nvr love you."

oh, got some photos.
some were took in skul larhs.
goodbye. (:
P/S : thanks geokleng & yingting,
you both are a great importance in my life. :DDD

2007-03-27T16:44:00.000+08:00

I'M ONLIN-ING ~ :DDDD

i'm dead beat seriously,
totally no mood to do hw luhs.
and thinking abt the counselling tmr.
I CAN DIE LUHS.

nothing much in skul,
but i wanna say this.
REBECCA IS SWEET,
JIEYING IS BUBBLY,
GAYAN IS NICE,
YINGCHIN IS GOOD ~

as for Shiyin, i don't knw,
i feel that we are drifting apart.
and i don't wish to do anything.
and i do hope Geokleng can come back.
hahas ~

things been happening,
i've nvr been so tired.
and i wish i can leave everything alone.
at least he once treat me so well,
nvr fails to cheer me up.
at least he don't make me cry,
waiting for him doesn't matter.

but now toward him*,
i'm so exhausted.
as if everyday is a drama.
eventually a drama would end,
why not just let me make the ending.
i hate myself suffering in this way,
since i've knw him,
i don't feel any happy mood.

seeing you in the past,
make me feel my day is brighten.
seeing you now,
makes my day kinda worse.
thoughts of you in the past,
it's always nice.
thoughts of you now,
only make me fall deeper.

i just wanna restrain myself back.
cos i'm falling too deep,
till i can't save myself.
i didn't knw falling for you,
only tortures me.
perhaps all the decision,
is plotting a wrong route. (:

ahhs, going for my hw tyme.
movie for friday : haunted school.
hopefully it's still on cinemas. :X
goodbye. :DDDDDDDDDDD

2007-03-25T13:59:00.000+08:00

I can see that Blogger seems to be edited.
ahhs, whatever.
I wanna blog ~ :DDD

well, sat was a busy day for me.
before that, fri nyte.
i can't get into slp,
cried the nyte out again.
i don't wish to elaborate larhs.
as in, ppl who knw, they knws. (:

morning woke up early, eyes were swollen.
decided to bathe, and was late. :X
yingting was late too ~ :DDD
chatted & ate at Prata Shop.
only attend the talk for 15 or less mins.
chatted with Jieying, Yingchin, Gayan, Yingting & blahs ~
yingchin they all said the counsellor was not trustworthy.
FUCK HIM LARHS, WHAT SHYTE COUNSELLOR.

was worried ms kodi will tell everything.
and went cold at that moment.
waiting for my mum to arrived.
luckily ms kodi & roderick lim didn't say much.
at least they encouraged me.
and make me feel relieved luhs. :DDD
but for yingchin & gayan, i'm worried for them.

then headed to s11 with mum & my 2 girlfriend.
they don't want my mum to treat. ==
and headed home,
was suprised to receive his msg.
WHATEVER ~

fell aslp after my bathe,
abt 4 then went out,
heading to Orchard,
was all the day msg-ing him.
he make me happy & pissed off.
LIKE WHAT THE HELL LARHS.

sort of argued with him,
then he didn't reply.
watch Mr Bean's Holiday.
i didn't expect those jokes.
then i was like shouting OHMYGOD. :XX
and really laughed so much,
sometimes since i've done so.

after that, went to eat & buy things.
shopped a while with my aunty. :DDD
melissa pierced her ear-bone,
have to hlp her cover with her hair,
in case her mum saw it. =="

i was totally fed-up at that tyme.
"whatever" , "just nth", "dont ask la",
"why you wanna knw ?".
i'm sick of all those !
i replied back by saying,
don't answer any of my qns from now on.
and he reply me, i only said ORHS.

he's just like the waves of my tension.
makes me happy, yet makes me unhappy.
i'm tired of all these luhs. ><
yingting & yingchin say i shld not knw him.
i don't knw either.
it can be good and bad.

did all my hw alr. :DDD
rotting at home now,
while he's going out ~ "/
woke up at 10 plus and saw his msg.
he msg-ed me at abt 2am ytd. ==
i think i've fall aslp.
i'm too tired while doing hw.
that's all goodbye.

REPLIED TAGS.

JIEYING BAILEI : ahyahs, that's quite long alr. and our friendship will prolong. (:

EEFENNIE BABBIE : hahas, i've re-linked you. :DD

DIORA AIAI : i've re-link you. and i love your new url. (:

ALICIA LAOPO : you send me the code and i'll hlp you luhs.

JOSEPHINE HONEY : miss you.

FIONA PP : hahas. (:

MEANYEE : okays, re-linked. (:

EUNICE JIE : hahas, i miss you. <3

MELANIE LOVER : i've re-linked you too. take cares.

2007-03-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL'S OPENING. T.T

well, i'm kind of sad that sch's opening.
i'm lacking of sleepness luhs.
and my eye bags are really heavy.
perhaps i need to do sth alr.

i was actually planning 13 april thing.
cos it's actual friendship day. :D
so i've choosen presents.
for geokleng, yingchin, gayan,
yingting, shiyin & my penknife partner. :DD
so i have to save money real quick.
if not i have no money to buy luhs. ><
all presents are choosen in teenage.
:DDDDDDDDDDDD

i'm worried of my penknife partner now.
don't knw whr she's gone luhs.
ytd msg me those stuffs.
scared me cans ?!
PP, SAW THIS, CONTACT ME ! (:
don't always HUHU lerhs larhs.
things can be solved.
and i saw your blog.
i'm touched by the post cans ! :DDD
indeed PROLONG PENKNIFE PARTNER.
she's been thr for me since last yr.

and not forgetting to mention,
my BAILEI and SHIYIN is back.
I MISS THEM LOADS LARHS.
had some chats with both of them,
in the afternoon ? LOOL !
i knw bailei is always thr for me.
and shiyin, didn't knw she's so observant.

i really love her loads.
just becos she always on happy-go-lucky,
all of don't wish to tell her our prob,
and she don't too, cos she said,
she don't wanna add on our burden.
i told her cos she impt to us,
she told me we meant alot to her too.
i'm glad to hear that.
she's still thr for,
still as lame larhs. :DDD

talk to her, can laugh like hell.
i wanna beat her, she say can,
then i say she can't resist,
she say she won't but run.
=="
gees, in all, she really mean too much for me.
and i got chewing gum from her. :DDD
she didn't forget this grp of us larhs.

i won't even forget mentioning gayan & yingting,
they are so sweet larhs.
i thanks them being with me,
standing by me.
and i believe my horoscope.
mayb i wanna approach that guy whom i'm 'admiring',
and friendship prob,
maybe it's really prob lying on me.
so i said sorry. (:
and i meant it for real.

and zhiying didn't get into CSS audition,
nvm, next yr. :DDD
JIAYOUs ! (x
she's another sweetie of mine.
although not really close with her,
but she's okay larhs.
gtg, goodbye.

i'm in love with xiaogui luhs,
so shuai ~ :X

2007-03-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

AND YES,
i've finally able to post,
after doodling with the ENABLE/ABLE popups.
:DDDDDDDDDDD

i must say i'm emotional since last nyte.
till now i'm also.
i don't wanna say abt that issue anymore.
mayb being a nobody is better,
heaven knows ?! (:

and yes, since last yr,
i'm alr in this kind of state.
WO ZI ZHAO DE CANS ?!
and yes, i openly admit that i'm suffering depression.
which is not said by me,
is said by my Psychologist. (:

i thanks those ppl who were thr,
since ytd nyte till now !
i really glad that i have those ppl ard me.
even though i didn't picked up your calls.
but i really accept that kindness.
THANKS SO MUCH.

ppl who were thr with me,
shld knw who they are larhs.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i thought today i can be out,
to enjoy myself,
to relieve myself,
ended up cooped at home,
doodling with my penknife. :DDD

and i really really love this pp,
she's really thr for me,
although at times i hate her.
well, skipped this topic. (:

read finish one novel,
and i cried like hell.
but think abt it,
mayb the tragic ending is the perfect one.
how many love forms forever ?
i believe many love ended up sorrows.
so i like this ending,
which i encounter the first tyme.

and this story came true in that author's life.
and and this story brings many nice songs.
as well as bring many vulgar,
I LOVE IT,
when the guy ask a gal for num,
she said : FUCK OFF !
and reading that story,
makes me wanna smoke.
they kept talking abt smoking,
till it's so perfect. :DDDD

thr drawn pictures thr,
shall upload tmr.
i'm going mac breakfast tmr.
my mum aren't working.
WOAHS ~
goodbye then.

2007-03-14T15:49:00.000+08:00

before starting my post,
let me curse BLOGGER ~
it's getting my nerves up.
i can't blog at tyme ! ><
!@#$%$&*(()&*(^%$%$#$#@.
DONE (:

let's turn back to Monday.
went out to meet somebody* for a while.
met my mum at AMK,
took 133 to Bugis luhs.
Went to Icon, not many ppl. =/

bought this & that.
shopped here & thr.
bought a necklace which is so sweet,
at $8 only.
then a jacket at half price,
at $29 only.
MY TOFU ! :DDDDD
at $24.90.
the rest was spent by my mum alr.
in total is almost $100 plus at thr.

got a membership card of Icon,
and headed home taking bus luhs.

TUESDAY ! :DDDD

headed out with my sistar, TAI GAYAN ! :DDD
both of us were late duhs. :X
went to tak neo-print,
sat at coffee bean to chat.
the mocha wasn't so that nice,
couldn't finish, and got a cold. :X

msg-ed Geokleng, she was working larhs.
and we headed down to toapayoh.
was like i'm kind of sick of thr. =/
met Zhiying thr too. :DDDDDD

we got free drumlet & drinks. (:
Geokleng is so good in pizzahut alr.
can even cancelled our order !
WOAHS.

after that, took 159 home with zhiying.
the bus was damn cold larhs. ><
by the tyme i reached home,
shld be almost 7 ?
bought hot tea to warm myself. :D

actually was meeting this penknife partner.
whole day nvr contact me !
always like that lie to me.
next tyme don't confirm anything with me luhs.
although i have so many things to tell you,
but this is not the first tyme you like that lerhs.
whether i'm still concern abt ur things,
doesn't matter anymore lerhs.
to you, i'm nth. (:

and yes, i didn't go to the appt at KKH.
HOHOS. :DDDDDDD
that's it then.
was doing my hw today.
and i've finished.
Ms Kodi remind me to revise. (:

till now not yet knw whether,
are we going to fantasies.
HAHAS ~
goodbye then.
enjoy the photos. (:

2007-03-12T10:48:00.000+08:00

well, i'm rushing my post now.
cos i'm going out soon again.
ytd had tuition in a early tyme slot.
bathe, and meet geokleng at amk mrt.
I'M ON TIME YTD ! :DDDD

headed to orchard first,
was pulled by those Bionn ppl larhs.
LIKE WHAT THE HELL THEY TALKING.
not to elaborated.
geokleng signed the programme,
that costs $68, o.O

headed to bishan after that,
was discussing over a girl,
whether her tattoo is real or sth. =S
bought the blue blended rose,
which i swear i love it ! :DDD

headed to AMK after that.
dined at pizzahut,
chat here & thr.
went to AMK hub,
ppl were keep looking at my rose.
geokleng don't dare walk beside me. ==
LIKE DUHS ~
LOOL ~

then went to jubilee again,
bought food for my mum and bro.
geokleng bought a dress,
which is quite exp but BEAUTIFUL ! ><
and headed home after that.
almost 9pm then i reached home.

and now i'm heading out again,
my mum is rushing me alr.
i'm going K with geokleng & co.
hopefully yingting can make it luhs. (:
goodbye.

2007-03-09T18:22:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I CAN POST ! :DDDDDD
i smell larhs, just came back from sports day.
waiting for my dad to finish his bathe,
now my turn ! :DDD

hmms, didn't went to skul in the morning luhs.
went to KKH again.
woke up damn early larhs.
CHAT CHAT CHATs *
cried, cried blahs.

after that, piang taxi home liaos.
lucky the fare enuff for me siahs.
if not i no money lerhs. :X
came home, chng to PE tees,
rushed out alr.

i was late for abt half an hour. :X
Yingting waited that long larhs.
sorry, i'm rushing alr.
took pepper lunch with her at bishan.
chat chats,
now then i knw so many things.
i shall keep quiet upon everything.
hahas, so i'm putting aside i hope.

pierced at 77th street,
damn they increase price,
rather of $4.50,
it's $5 alr. !@#$
took 55 to stadium,
yingting and i missed a stop,
walked all the way down.

finally settled down at stadium,
from sitting behind, we are standing infront.
cos it's our final yr,
so we leds ! :DDDD
shout like hell larhs ~
red house rocks larhs,
and i gonna miss this sports day luhs.
damn high today larhs.
till throat is quite hoarse. =/

from last position, we struggled up.
WOAHS ~
RRREEEDDD HHHOOUUSSEE OOOOOOIIIIIIIEEEE ~
sang the Peicai skul song lastly,
all of us was like 4 yrs since we sing so well,
AND LOUD ~ :DDDDD
headed home with weili luhs,
taking 854, gossiping abt somebody*.
LOOOOLLL ~
goodbye then. (:

2007-03-04T10:43:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired larhs !
always lack of slp derhs. T.T
in fact, ytd nyte,
after watching that last ep drama,
i went to study !
*claps.

studied social studies a bit niahs.
can't absorb in fact. =/
i forgot to bring my sec 4 book home too.
my social studies is gonna fail.
like i'm flunking every subjects luhs. ):
WHAT THE HELL !

listening to 93.3 !
i found out that listening to at 6.30-7,
it's so sweet larhs. :X
flag day i tried marhs.
oh at flag day, i saw this advertisement sweet.
took a photos of it ! :DDDD

geokleng called me at abt 4am.
i'm so good to take her call.
every few hrs i wake up,
thr is 2-3 msgs. =="
REVENGES FOR GEOKLENG !
i support her, better be careful.
fuck that person who pin-point her luhs. ><

having tuition later. =/
i'm still so frustrated larhs,
i still can't find my ideal skin.
RAWHS*
and i folded roses with ferrero ! :DDD
goodbye then.

2007-03-03T15:24:00.000+08:00

WEETS !
i'm back ~ :DDD
woke up damn early larhs.
as usual, received some many msgs.
sorry if i didn't reply. (:

took 6.40 bus of 315.
i swear it's damn empty luhs.
wakakas. :X
had breakfast with my girlfriends. (:
headed to skul after that.

took the flag day thingy.
gayan headed her friend's house.
yingchin, shiyin & me went to toa payoh.
if all going to hougang,
TOO MANY LERHS ! ><
so took 105 thr luhs.

started a bit luhs,
some ppl see us, just faster walk away. ==
but some are helpful larhs.
:DDDDDDDDDDD
thr are good ppl derhs luhs.
slacked at Mac for a lil while.
continued a while niahs.
yingchin & i started seeing accessories. :X
she bought one too.

shiyin kept disappearing,
damn funny derhs larhs.
she owe us lollipop ! :DDD
headed to skul by taxi.
only almost $6 luhs.
quite cheap larhs,
some secret over it,
cannot say ~ :XXXX

headed home after that.
chng my picture of blog.
i knw it's not dat nice larhs.
i'm searching blogskin soon.
goodbye. <33

2007-03-02T18:28:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK ! CHEERIOS !

sometime since i've blogged.
the blogger is getting my nerves.
damn asshole, i'm typing the second tyme !
i just click Compose,
and it's gone, EVERYTHING !
FUCK FUCK ~ :X

bascially just had my dinner. :DDD
blogging while chatting. (:

wed, went studying with WONG SHI YIN. (:
the moment i see her face,
i can't stop laughing luhs. :X
the whole 2nd floor is filled with my laughter larhs.
totally quite empty larhs. =/

thurs, went studying too. (:
with Gayan, Jieying & Shiyin.
Jieying & i bought milo to get warmth.
and didn't really studied larhs.
Shiyin & i kept playing,
hitting each other with the POA TYS. :X
damn painful cans ?!

i kept screaming larhs. :X
damn paisehs luhs. ><
i swear i didn't kept looking at him luhs.
Jieying & Gayan say i keep looking.
well, but he kept walking there & fro.
i can't afford to miss a glance marhs. :X
SSSSHHHHHHHH !

had common test today.
POA was a GGGGOOONNNEEEERRRR ! :X
i don't even understd a shyte larhs.
and that Geokleng nvr come,
if not she can fail with me ~
RAWHS !

tmr flag day,
still can't contact Shiyin to chng meeting place.
WAKAKAS.
i'm so tired alr, still have to wake up early.
geokleng aren't coming too.
if she come, i treat her one lollipop.*
GEES ! :DDDD

and i'm having 3 different appointment in KKH now.
one of it is counselling.
LIKE GOD SAKE ! T.T

and must rmb,
YINGTING ALWAYS 'XIN ZAI LE HUO'.
LOOOLLL ~
goodbye then.

2007-02-27T12:13:00.000+08:00

I'M HUNGRY NOW ! T.T

i'm still searching for new skins.
still can't find any nice nice ones. T.T
watched Hana Kimi Ep 14. :D
but well, Corner With Love,
i don't have the tyme to. =/

didn't went skul today,
had appointment at KKH later.
dad is driving me thr. :D
had a terrible headache since ytd luhs.
and it bothers me the whole nyte.
took quite a few panadols.

didn't let my mum knw,
she hate seeing me takes panadols,
cos it's not good barhs.
they still cares for me larhs. (:

was talking to my penknife partner while i'm heading home.
so long since she called me larhs.
boxim kia derhs larhs,
always find alicia, don't want me. T.T
but when talking to you,
kind of act up,
then scold vulgar, ppl kept turning behind.
LOOOOLLL ~

I wanna meet this penknife partner real soon larhs.
we chatted alot, our secrets kays. :DDDD
almost 5 then i went to bathe as i hung with her.
went to slp after that.
abt 11, geokleng called.

keep crapping larhs.
but if she doesn't phone me,
i didn't knw somebody just lied.
shall confront soon. (:
crap till abt what tyme i've forgotten.
can't find ppl conference, so hung luhs.
and morning, the gas company called,
DISTURB MY SLP !
RAWHS*

that's all then.
goodbye. (:

i thought i've put down,
changing everything between us,
yet i realise it's too difficult.

2007-02-25T10:38:00.000+08:00

It has been an busy weekend larhs.
I don't feel like going to skul on Tuesday.
wakakakas. :X
my mum started nagging when i said so,
cos CT1 is here alr. =/

basically, i post to post photos larhs.
went to Jumbo ytd. :DDD
but i hate sitting that particular place.
and the service thr is horrible.
as in, they are rushing tyme.

mum didn't booked the VIP room,
which made me missed the drama show luhs.

saw the firework at thr too.
it's kind of near orchard marhs.
it's damn nice luhs,
but too bad, i didn't record down.
my bro was using my fone snapping photos,
almost everywhr. =/

that's all i think ?
gonna go to my grandma's hse later.
another nyte whereby i can't slp.
how can i attend skul tmr ?! T.T
goodbye. (:

2007-02-23T18:38:00.000+08:00

SWOLLEN EYES, SWOLLEN DAYS. (:

basically ytd nyte, i didn't even slp.
i was crying the whole nyte.
suit you if ur reaction is :
"WHAT THE HELL, CRAZY !"
i don't give a care abt it. (:

I'm just so stressed up larhs.
the tears just flow like water.
didn't stopped at all.
my eyes were so weird in the morning.
the guy who always took the same bus as me,
kept looking at me larhs. :X

From now on, whether anybody likes it or not,
i'll just blog what i want.
i'm really over a limit alr.
i can't withstand it anymore !
like it or not, it's up to you.

Geokleng :
I didn't said much abt ur make-up things luhs.
did i say, you put make-up very ugly lehs.
yes, you've chng-ed.
i'm not blind for goodness.
i can't do anything when you wanna be so.
i'm more than tired over everything.

Ms kodi was right in fact,
sometimes we need both parties to agree,
and settle the prob.
i kept hlp-ing to solve the prob.
yet i got blamed over everything.
is the feeling nice ?!
i don't like the feeling,
seeing my girlfriends splitting.

i understand that everybody would break down.
but will it feels good,
when ppl is pouring salts on ur wound ?
i don't wanna continue this topic.
i'm just running from skul,
obviously ms kodi knows too. =/

didn't bring my thermometer cos my bro took.
spend 20 cents to tak and Mrs MC is horrible.
and served detention in the hall.
DAMN BORING ~
copied the maths thingy,
and went off to see Ms Kodi.
thinking abt it,

Ms Kodi is good at joking too.
joke till it's real, and i burst to tears.
hohos.

i saw him during the detention.
still as cool & nice larhs him.
had a urge to make friend with him.
but don't dare. :X
i love taking 315 when i'm all alone.
the feeling is just great. :DDDD
goodbye then. (:

REPLIED TAGS

YINGTING :
Gees, i waved at you, but you didn't respond. ):
and thanks for ur counselling. (:

IVY :
I've linked you. (:

2007-02-22T18:26:00.000+08:00

I'm so glad that i can post now. =="
sorry for not updating these days larhs.
my internet was down in fact.

many things just happen all these while.
too many to speak abt.
i'm kind of tired abt it luhs.
i swear i'm breaking down soon.

bronson was like doom now ! :X
he lost his fone,
bill came, that asshole used almost $3000 luhs.
they made a police report.
see how it progress then.

the 2D gathering, i'm cancelling it.
I'm so sick and tired abt it lerhs.
sorry to Hongleong too,
he's so steady abt it,
now i'm cancelling it.
i really didn't meant to.
if you guys really want,
inform me, i'll try to make it then.
i miss Ms Loh in fact. :DDD

our class are always dead larhs.
had some conflicts with yingchin,
but now shld be kind of okay lerhs.
as usual geokleng didn't came to skul.
many report sick too.
our class don't have much full attendance.
think only once luhs. :X

i'm now getting used sitting infront.
at least thr is my bailei thr. :DDD
jieying is forever so cheerful larhs.
i love ur drawing,
thanks manys.

REPLIED TAG.

CHOYYIN GIRLFRIEND : thank yous. <333

AMELIA NU-ER : hohos, i've linked you. (:

YIYING : thanks. urs are nice too. i've post alr. :DDD loves.

PAMELA : most probably cancelled luhs.

YINGTING : faster come back to blogger then. :DDD i'm waiting larhs. (: yeps, we've clear our misunderstanding. and i say hi to you, you ignored me. .T.T

ALICIA LAOPO : i've re-linked you. <333

COUSIN : lame lehs. :X

2007-02-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :DDD

basically ytd was just like nyte life.
i'm so tired now alr.
and my legs are wearing.
ang baos weren't much too.
but overall it's okay larhs.

Melvyn got a 512 mb memory card,
totally same as mine. :DDD
Bronson owed me a present,
he promised me to buy one when my b'day arrives.

aunty rebecca urged us not to watch Just follow laws.
cos it ain't so nice i think.
HOHOS ~
i wanna watch so many movie in fact. :X

caught my cousins gambling ! :X
and they even started teaching me.
such a bad cousins i've got. :X
but indeed i love them. (:
Benedict nvr fails to cheer me up too. :DDD
post some photos and off i go.
i'm watching my movie soon. :DDDD

goodbye.

2007-02-17T21:22:00.000+08:00

Just had my reunion dinner. :DDD
for my family only.
aunty they all are having theirs today.
i'm just so bored.
i want angbaos.

i wanna buy that tofu. :DDD
goodbye.

2007-02-17T17:07:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I CAN POST.

I'm having a hard time larhs.
I decided to chng my url.
New Year, New Start. :DDDD
too bad i didn't finish that 300 posts in my old acc.

thanks Angela Soh for hlp-ing. (:
really had bothered her so much larhs.
Gayan too,
at least she let me used her a/c to try.
wakakas.

having steamboat later. :DDD
finally i could just slp nicely.
WOAHs ~

The class gathering thing,
i decide to cancel.
My apology to Pamela,
you tried to organise yet i just gonna cancel it.
My apology to Yingting,
letting her misunderstood.

and this gathering really created many conflicts.
next tyme if we wanna do,
i would rather don't tell anyone.
and when confirm then spread.
if not ppl say somebody etc nvr invite them.
WHAT THE HELL !

seriously don't say anything luhs.
don't knw anything,
don't anyhow say.
thankyou.

goodbye then.
everybody, do re-link. (: